Keeping Focus

The state of things outside of my home, has me in a bit of a panic. Thinking about the way the country is headed, feeling fearful of what kind of place we are raising our kids in has been overwhelming me. I don't even know where to begin to process everything. I have been trying to just enjoy the days, while trying to figure out how, I, as one person, part of one family, can make some sort of change. How can we stand up for what we believe, when life is already so full?

And luckily my conclusions have been somewhat simple. Keep doing what I am doing and work towards that vision of life that I have. Live simply, buy less, vote with your dollars and put them in things and businesses that are doing things right and keep focused on the things that are good.

Like springy days with bare feet, smells of cedar, sights of long eared owls, chickens laying eggs, baby plants from seed, cold frames full of greens, snowdrops and crocuses, sun making my back hot, and trips to the playground.

Laughter, family, health..
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I Spy

Just a little catch up post (which I typically swear off!) But Asher and I had a lot of fun making it. We asked friends to bring over a selection of items for the photo shoot, which was unfortunately a typical gray February day in Central IL, we tried to tweak them a bit and the photos turned out better than I expected. I had the printed as 5 x 7's then laminated them making sure to round the corners- those laminating corners can be super sharp.Laid the pages out how I wanted them and bound the partners together with book binding tape (cloth athletic tape works too!)

It isn't my neatest book binding, but it is durable.

Stacked them up on top of each other and ran a straight stitch to sew them all together.

All together a perfect gift for our eye spy loving boy.

Searching

We have been out looking and are happy to report several signs of Spring!!

Snowdrops in our neighborhood, daffodils and ramps popping up. Forsythia blooming inside!

Sun still shining after 5!

Getting back into climbing outside (instead of the couch and end tables!)

Obsessing

As a maker of things I am often drawn to the repetition part. As much as I love love starting a project over finishing a lobor of love, I think I more adore the quick project that I can repeat, memorize and improve in my own mind- which is typically just understanding it better therefore improving the end product b/c I actually was able to follow the instructions.

Oh I love this wee balaclava. Asher was pretty quick to lose his blue one and so I just had to knit him another. The yarn is one I dyed and I love the results. A olive dye with essentially no stirring as I was too afraid that I would end up with something impossible to ball up. The varigation is something I hope that I can repeat.

And I had almost enought for River's with his wallaby left overs and am quite pleased with the yellow edgeing that came to my rescue when I realized there was just quite not enough.

Number five is currently on my needles and hopefully number four will be in the mail soon.

FOUR!!

It is an amazing time of year here. I love that we have both of the boys birthdays in February, it helps the grayest, blah-est month of the year for me so much more fun. And I love that my boys love their birthdays. Birthdays really are such an amazing time. Time to reflect on growing, changing, cherishing and all the things that we love about life and the birthday person. My favorite thing about Asher these days is that he says at some point during every day typically to River, sometimes to Papa and sometimes Mama, "Isn't this the best day ever?" He isn't so much asking as looking for confirmation that this is the best day. And even on those days when I really want to say that this day blows, his face and lit up expression, pulls me out of any funk and helps me see that yes, today is the best day ever. He constantly pulls us back into our moments of living. He looks out the window on numerous occasions and states how beautiful it is. He sees the world in such a wonderful, innocent way and I am so grateful to experience that along side him.He is growing up fast. And is thrilled that his Papa put together a fly rod for him with the promise to take him fishing this year. Oh, the look on his face.Asher had two simple requests this year, a piñata at his party along with a bad sugar cake- as in ones like some other kids have gotten that come from the store with lots of iced decorations.
The piñata was easy really, I refused to load it with candy and luckily had enough of the organic lollipops left over from Halloween for each child and then stocked it with home made crayons, stickers and tatoos. I tried very hard to simplify his birthday this year, to make it all about him. We had it on a weekday to avoid the over-population of adults and I limited the guest list to 3 & 4 year old friends. I am pretty sure next year will be the jump to as many kids as you are turning- I had hoped to do that this year, but A being A was so excited that he seemed to be inviting everyone that he saw.
We served some lunch, mini sloppy joes (meat and veggie)
Tried our best to make a "bad sugar" cake. Devils food cake with butter-cream. My first time making the butter cream, so satisfying without much sugar, and the colored decorations satisfied the birthday boys request adequately.


He was a little shyer this year compared to last year but still happy to hear everyone sing.
Little boy of mine you are an incredible little person. I don't know that I know anyone else who can ask as many questions in a row, name as many animals and what families they are part of, or get more excited about snuggling up to read a book.

Into the Woods:: 2/13 & 23

We had our first walk in the woods without snow, then in snow again and then no snow.
I kinda think that we are done with measurable amounts of snow for the year and we are all happy that more time outside of our house is coming (just not tomorrow as there will be sleet).




I think my boys could be entertained for hours with water and sticks. Ice just adds to the joy. Where R stands now is full of water as the ephemeral ponds have returned to our woods... I can already smell the spring woods!



A is getting the itch to climb... he is a little frustrated trying to climb trees in boots and can't wait to get back to his barefoot tree climbing.

We are excited for this seasonal transition.

Off in Time

I think as soon as I finished Asher's wallaby I was dreaming of River's, alright as a lover of starting projects I am sure I thought of it before hand, but I waited patiently to order the yarn until I could cast it on. I absolutely love this sweater. Easy to knit and so easy for kids to wear.

I used washable merino wool again as these boys of mine can't seem to keep anything too clean. We have used these sweaters all winter as their outer layer when running out. River just got the next size up.

It makes me so happy to make things for them. They are at an age where they can show bits of appreciation that really pulls the heart strings. Everything that is mama made around here that they wear or cuddle with is known as "mama hugs." I love hearing River asking for his mama hugs whether it be when getting his layers out of the "warms basket" or needing his blanket to cuddle with.

I hope to continue this knitting momentum. I am already dreaming of all the things the boys will need for the next cold season and the summer knitting basket.

Thawing Out

Thank goodness we have had some nice weather around here and getting our time outside without so much layering! The snow is all gone now. We have another week of birthday plans and celebrations to attend to. Asher will be 4 on Friday!!